mardi, juillet 25, 2006

I get to meet KK!

We have this program at work called “Strib U,” which is like an in-house professioanal development program.

We’re all required to go to a certain number of classes every year. They’re actually really interesting – David Halberstam came to teach a class, as well as the ombudsman for the Washington Post, and a few Pulitzer Prize-winners have given classes on writing and reporting techniques.

Clearly I didn't listen very much 'cause that paragraph was really poorly written.

Anyway, I have to go to a class this afternoon that everybody in the entire newsroom has to attend. There are tons of different sessions, but I happened to sign up for the one that Katherine Kersten is attending!

It’s called “Continuous News Training” and it’s some mumbo-jumbo about how our new online system is working and how we can be more of a 24-hour news organization.

Now, KK doesn’t show up in the office very often, or, more accurately, ever. I think she’s afraid she’ll get beaten up. I’m gonna try really hard to sit next to her.

Here’s one I’m supposed to go to on Thursday:

Reporting from Europe - and IraqMatt Schofield/McClatchy’s Berlin bureau
Thurs., July 27th 1:30-3:30 p.m., News huddle area

Schofield, whose Dad was a delivery boy for the Star, has been working on terror issues, immigration issues, and reform issues. He has also been for the past two years, the emergency bureau chief for the Baghdad operation, and since October the Iraqi staff writing coach. He has covered bombings in Madrid and London, Olympics in Athens, a World Cup in Germany, vampires in Romania, anti-Semitism in Paris, a Papal death, and a Papal election, youth unemployment issues and Nazis( both neo and old-school). He will have opening remarks, then take questions.

vendredi, juillet 21, 2006

Another American ... Oh no!


Yesterday during work I went home to make lunch and was watching the Tour de France on TV. It looked liked a pretty amazing start, but I didn't think that Floyd Landis would be able to sustain his kick-ass breakaway.

So I got home from work and watched the rebroadcast Tour, all three hours of it, it was awesome.

I wonder if the French will be pissed if another American wins. Seven years of Lance Armstrong winning, and now once he's finally gone, another American wins it! Hilarious.

http://www.nytimes.com/2006/07/21/sports/othersports/21tour.html?_r=1&oref=slogin

mardi, juillet 11, 2006

I'm famous

OK, I'm not really famous. But I was on the radio this morning.

Seriously. The Star Tribune is now partnering with BOB 106FM to provide some news services. Once a week, they'll interview a reporter about a story they have in the paper. Not only was today the inaugural day of this partnership, but they chose me to do it.

I was really stressed out about it 'cause I had kind of been pressured into it. But it was kind of fun.

BOB 106 is some sort of classic country station that's "making a big move in the market" according to my superiors. They just took the Timberwolves away from KFAN and are using the Star Tribune to make some sort of news push.

So the DJ asked me quesions about this partnership, the community news sections, then asked me some questions about a story I wrote that disucssed some south-metro schools' push to add Mandarin Chinese to their curriculum.

Fun.

lundi, juillet 10, 2006

Hmm.

jeudi, juillet 06, 2006

My list of appointments

Yesterday one of my contact lenses ripped while I was taking it out. I was pissed ‘cause it was my last left contact and I had procrastinated making an appointment at the eye doctor. Now I’m going to have to go without my contacts for at least a month.

I went into the kitchen and wrote on the dry-erase board on my refrigerator “eye-doctor appointment.” I thought about other stuff I needed to get done, then wrote “dentist appointment,” “hair appointment,” and finally, “head appointment.”

I saw a grief counselor for several months last fall and it didn’t really work. The guy was a weirdo and I wasn’t into it. I felt weird going into his unwelcoming office at the hospital, and having to talk to a total stranger about my family and my Mom and everything else that’s plaguing me.

But the stress of dealing with myself is building up (I’m having stomach problems, and the doctor looked at me point blank and said they’re caused by “stress, anxiety and depression”), and I’ve realized that with work and everything else, it’s simply not sustainable.

It’s going to shorten my lifespan if it keeps up much longer.

I like to blame most of my problems on work, although I’m sure there are some deep, dark issues about my sister’s death too. My friend Sarah put it best when she was talking about a stressful job (she started working at Fallon Ad Agency in Minneapolis last summer):

“I don’t like starting at the bottom. It’s stressful trying to work your way up, and it’s a lot of work. I spend all my day working my way up from the bottom, then when I get home at night I realize that my fingers are all bloody from trying to claw my way up.”

It was a very fitting metaphor, and one that resonated with me.

But the point of this post is not that I’m going crazy. I was listening to a program on Public Radio with a psychologist a few weeks ago. She said that people with emotional issues, or people who have experienced grief, need a long time to get over it and often times a week-long vacation doesn’t do it.

Well, I took the week vacation a few weeks ago, and it helped temporarily. The vacation was sweet, but now that I am looking at months without another vacation, I’m starting to get stressed out again.

About the vacation:

It was awesome. Tom and I spent the week relaxing in the Boundary Waters. For the uninitiated, the Boundary Waters Canoe Area is a place near the Canadian Border with more than 1,000 lakes right next to each other. There are no motorized boats permitted, so you canoe everywhere and carry the canoe and your stuff between lakes.

Because I’m lacking a better definition, here’s how Wikipedia describes it:

“The Boundary Waters Canoe Area Wilderness is a 1.09 million acre (4400 km©˜) wilderness area within the Superior National Forest in northern Minnesota. The BWCAW is renowned as a destination for both canoeing and fishing on its many lakes, and is the most visited wilderness in the United States.”

We drove to Duluth on Friday night (June 16), and I ran Grandma’s half marathon on Saturday morning. Sunday, we had a Father’s Day breakfast for my Dad, then drove to Grand Marais.

We spent Sunday through Friday in the BWCA, dodging billions of mosquitoes, hauling our canoe everywhere and trying to make gourmet meals. We even carried in a box of wine (bottles aren’t allowed), but the four-bottles worth of wine was gone in two days.

On the third day, we liked our campsite so much we chose to stay there for the entire day. All we did was swim, read, fish, and eat.

On one windy day, we arrived at Lake Little Saginagaw, only to find that the waves were a lot better than we had expected. We’re not canoeing experts, so when we tried to paddle across the lake to our campsite the wind grabbed us and sent us into a bay of rocks. We sat on one rock for four hours while the wind died.

When we left on Friday we were tired, sick of mosquitoes, smelly, and wanted to go back to my parents’ house in Duluth to relax for the rest of vacation. That included visits to the Fitger’s Brewhouse and the Lake Avenue Café.

Relaxing on the hammock

French in the Final, as a Spirit Moves Them

By George Vecsey
The New York Times

MUNICH - He is younger than he used to be. He has lost that brooding, tired look of four years ago or even of two weeks ago. The final days of his career are agreeing with Zinédine Zidane, giving him a purpose.

The television caught him bounding out of the runway for the second half of France's World Cup semifinal match with Portugal yesterday, clear-eyed and eager to play another 45 minutes in the heat and tension. The French national federation could market a film of Zidane's enthusiasm to show players young and old: This is how an athlete goes to work.

Contrast this to the weary man who reported for duty in the 2002 World Cup in South Korea. He barely mustered the energy to hobble off the team bus, pulling a muscle early in a friendly match, a symptom of the age of the defending champions, who went out in the minimum of three games.

Now Zidane is conducting a seminar on how to go out on top. At the age of 34, he is the coolest man on the planet. Yesterday he delivered a textbook example of a penalty kick that, come to think of it, the French national federation could sell to England and Switzerland and other penalty-kick-challenged nations:

Head down. No visible emotion. No elbows flapping. No knees knocking. Deliberate but not timid-looking. Just whack the ball into a corner.

In this case, the corner to Zidane's left, giving France a 1-0 lead over Portugal in the 33rd minute, which it held right through the end. Now it will be Italy against France, two nations that have been there before, on Sunday in Berlin.

Portugal was nowhere near as good or artistic as it might have been, what with skill players like Deco and Costinha back from suspensions. There was reason to think this could be Portugal's first time in the finals. But Portugal's aging Luís Figo, who at 33 is five months younger than Zidane, ran out of ideas and gas before Zidane, his old Real Madrid teammate, ever could.

After all the prematch jockeying about which team dived the most, the referee, Jorge Larrionda of Uruguay, mostly waved off the blatant dives, sometimes with a glare, sometimes just by turning his back on the posturing.

Not that the lads didn't try. When Figo went down in the vicinity of Patrick Vieira, France Coach Raymond Domenech shook his head in exasperation.

Whoever said there are no hands in soccer? When Cristiano Ronaldo performed a flop in the 29th minute, Domenech made an elaborate diving motion with both hands.

Still, it was a quivering body hitting the ground that led to the French goal. Thierry Henry and Portugal's Ricardo Carvalho were jostling just inside the 18-yard box when Carvalho's left foot whacked Henry's right ankle. Needless to say, Henry went down hard, as Carvalho disgustedly wagged his index finger. But that was Thierry Henry down, and Larrionda, the referee who handed out three red cards in the United States-Italy first-round match, called the penalty, giving France a shot from 12 yards out.

Zidane took it. There was never any doubt.

When a player is fouled in the penalty area, the real question is why he was loose near the ball in the first place. The answer in this case was that France's defense and its deliberate ball control made Henry's dramatic moment possible.

As France protected its lead, Zidane was the ringmaster of this fast-moving circus, sometimes waving his hand and calling for the ball, other times materializing in the flow, occasionally even rushing back on defense to harass Portugal's offense. After watching Zidane plod through his final days with Real Madrid last season, it was hard to believe this wraith.

He and Figo were once expensive members of the Galacticos, the overpriced, over-age stars that Real Madrid continues to collect. Together they helped win the Champions League in 2002, but then the pair, each a former World Footballer of the Year, retired from international play.

Figo was persuaded to return by the national coach, Luiz Felipe Scolari, while Zidane was persuaded to come back — either by a spirit or by his very living brother; he has told the tale both ways.

The two old Galacticos sometimes collided like wayward meteorites yesterday, casting glances at each other. Figo had the hair; Zidane, who has shaved his head to hide the extent of his hair loss, had the 1998 World Cup and the 2000 Euro titles. Once France took the lead, the two ancients seemed to play in parallel universes.

The extra factor was the French goalkeeper, Fabien Barthez, who was wobbly in 1998, wobbly for Sir Alex Ferguson at Manchester United and wobbly again yesterday, juggling balls and deflecting one rocket with a two-handed volleyball return to set up Figo's header high above the crossbar.

The rest of the match consisted of Zidane collecting the ball and distributing it, with stutter steps and back heel passes and deft no-look flicks. When it was over, the old Galacticos sought each other out on the field, first exchanging their captains' arm bands, then exchanging jerseys, after first embracing, bare sweaty chest to bare sweaty chest.

There has been a drop-off in the disgusting ritual of players putting on the sweaty jerseys of their opponents. This time, in a show of respect, Zidane pulled on Figo's maroon jersey before going to the sideline to salute the French fans. They would recognize Zidane even in Figo's jersey. He was the 34-year-old with exactly one more soccer match in his career, but still able to run with the young ones. It's the best way to go out of the World Cup.

'They killed an absolutely perfect dog'

More proof of the media dog bias :)

BY MARA H. GOTTFRIED
Pioneer Press

A German shepherd once destined to become a police dog was killed Wednesday in a St. Paul fire that apparently started when youngsters threw fireworks into a car.

mercredi, juillet 05, 2006

We're having a party

If only I'd known when I planned the World Cup Finals party that France would be playing ...

Excerpts from my favorite pieces of hate mail ...

I just posted an article a Miami Herald reporter wrote about receiving hate mail as a journalist. It is dead on - the Internet revolution has given people an anonymous forum to be as vile as they want. Technology teachers at the schools I cover call it "cyber-bullying."

The story that most of these came from was a story about a family with a sick kid, and it said the oldest son had a different father and that's why he doesn't have this strange genetic disease. It was a detail the mother told me, and it was a detail that had already been reported in the media. And despite all the reader requests that I lose my job, I'm still here.

Here are my favorites, that actually caused me quite a bit of distress at the time:

"Here's a question for you: just who in the hell do you think you are???? Are you proud of yourself for reporting a story that is causing more pain and sadness to a family who has already gone through more pain in their lifetime than most??? Put yourself in their place and how would you feel if the tables were reversed??

I know that journalism is all about reporting the facts and getting the story but it should note very be done at the expense for someone else's feelings. Obviously whatever college you graduated from did not teach a class on ethics ... Either that you must have failed it.

Shame on you, you should be totally ashamed of yourself."

"There are no words strong enough to express my disgust with you personally and with the Star Tribune. I think you will pay dearly in loss of readers and subscribers. I am telling everyone I know to boycott your paper and many others are doing the same."

"I think you are going to see a black(sic) lash you did not anticipate. I may be one small voice in this community but if enough small voices are heard, they become a roar. After 35 years, I am canceling my subscription. You, your editor, and the Star trip family should be ashamed."

"Good morning, I just needed to send you an e-mail and tell you how disgusting your story was ... Don't you have any kind of heart? It's people like you that give the media a bad name ... I truly hope you get reprimanded for this and I will personally never buy your paper again and I will advise everyone I know to do the same. I really hope you feel bad about this. You truly do disgust me."

All of these were anonymous letters. You'd think they'd at least have the guts to put their names behind it.

Letters from an inbox full of %#@*!

By Ana Menendez - The Miami Herald
amenendez@MiamiHerald.com

I will be on vacation for a few weeks, a happy occasion that gives me the strength to finally discuss the embarrassing matter of my e-mail inbox.

When I left journalism in 1997, ''hate mail,'' as a genre, was still in its infancy. Sure, there was the occasional hand-scrawled letter. And I still remember the 7 a.m. voice mail message I received from an unidentified caller informing me that the ``only money I'm paying to ease school crowding is to hire a bus to send you and your wetback relatives back to Mexico.''

But extreme suggestions from readers were still a rarity back then. When I returned to daily journalism last July, I was amused to discover the BlackBerry, digital cameras and a new breed of uninhibited readers thriving in that space where technology meets lunacy.

INITIAL SHOCK

Within weeks of beginning this Miami Herald column, I had been called a ''%$@,'' a ''#@!)&'' and a stupid ''$%&@,'' ``($ #$)!''

My first reaction was that I had spent far too much time in academia, where insults tend to be more deft and syllable-rich. But the truth is, I was also crushed. I am, like most writers, a tender creature if not when it comes to others, then certainly when it comes to the far more important subject of myself.

I had traveled the world and broken bread with the Taliban. But, frankly, I was unprepared for the perfect stranger who wrote: ``You are too stupid to be an editorial writer.''

With time, however, I came to appreciate hate mail for what it is: a nascent art form just waiting for its own school of criticism, marking not only its maturity but its eventual ossification and decline.

Having sifted through a year's worth of creative output, I now feel as qualified as any other over-educated hack to comment on the dominant trends and common misconceptions in what we'll call ``Micro-Literature of The Deranged.''

GENDER TROUBLE

First, a profile of the artist. More than 90 percent of the angry mail I get is from men, the majority of it directed at my gender and/or ''youth.'' The most creative of the bunch combines the added appeal of racism with a dash of illiteracy, as in this gem: ''I'd rather have Mr. Inhofe looking out for the Country's interest that some young Latino opinion writer who is probably here illegal.'' ESOL classes anyone?

Letters like this initially made me believe that girl columnists were the most likely targets. ''No wonder there are so few of us!'' I thought. ''Who would put up with this *C@!?'' But after reading a few brilliant examples contributed by boy colleagues, I've changed my mind.

I've also learned that being a mild-mannered reporter won't protect you from the wrath of mutants. A colleague at another paper who, until recently, wrote about buildings, says he's been called ``every name in the book.''

''It's the age of hate mail,'' he said. Then, in the spirit of the times, he called me a ''baby'' for complaining about it. I called him an *@$!

I used to believe that, in the art of scary personal attacks, no one could beat conservatives. I can't print the more vehement examples that led to this belief, but one of the mild ones began like this: ''Ms. Menendez: You are typical, left-wing, radical, hysterical hypocrite.'' Come to think of it, maybe someone in my family wrote that one.

At any rate, turns out angry artists live on every fringe. When I wrote a piece critical of Cuba's Ricardo Alarcon, I received an unprintable missive from a self-described left-wing ''kook'' instructing me to comfort ''The Empire'' in a way that can best be described as ``strictly impossible.''

Yes, I will miss all you kind readers. But don't stop writing: I'll be back in August, eager to go through my inbox again. I've worked out a deal where the paper pays me $100 for each piece of hate mail. It's called ''research.'' So write on, dudes. It's a great country. God bless all us %#@&! idiots.

My Dad's in the newspaper

My Dad was quoted in the Star Tribune this morning!

Indians may lose a path to med school: http://www.startribune.com/462/story/532933.html

"Dr. Alan Johns, a member of the Oneida tribe, was an electrical engineering major on the university's Twin Cities campus in the early 1970s when he got a call "out of the blue" from Duluth. Had he thought about applying to medical school?

"I didn't know if I really wanted to be a doctor," he said. Don't you have to be in a premed program? he asked. Don't you need better-than-perfect grades? Convinced that he should give it a shot, Johns joined LaDue, who had been working as a lab technician at White Earth, and entered medical school in 1972.

Johns said he wouldn't be a doctor without the program. He splits his time between teaching at the Medical School and treating patients in Duluth."

Allez Les Bleus!

Last spring I made a bet with my friend Pierre-Yves. We were in Brussels at the time - we made a day-trip from Paris to see the headquarters of the European Union and the BD (comics) museum - and we started talking about American soccer.

Now, we all know that the American soccer team just isn't very good. They're getting better, but they got eliminated from the World Cup pretty easily this year. In fact, the only goal the U.S. had in the tournament was a goal that Italy scored on itself.

Pierre-Yves and I were discussing the disappointing team over somes moules-frites and beers in a Brussels bar, and I made this prediction: Before I turn 70, the U.S. is going to win the World Cup. Now, Pierre-Yves is a typical proud Frenchman, and thought my assertion was crazy. So we bet 100 Euros on it.

This is why I think it's a smart bet on my part: No matter what happens, I am not going to have to pay him a cent until I'm 70. I doubt 100 Euros (about $120-130) will be worth as much then as it is now. But for Pierre-Yves, he could have to pay me as soon as 2010 during the World Cup in South Africa.

To make sure that we pay up, we have a contract in French that we both have signed. Not only does it require the payment, but it says that if either of us die before then (Pierre-Yves is three years older than me, so he'll be 73 by the time the bet is over), our estate has to pay the debt.

So, what do you think? Was it a smart bet on my part? Does the US have a chance?

In other soccer news, I am taking a half-day of vacation this afternoon to go watch the France/Portugal soccer game. I was supposed to have a whole day of vacation on Monday, but I worked in the morning so I could leave at 1 p.m. today (the game is at 1:30).

La dernière marche pour l'équipe de France (Le Monde)

Une place en finale du Mondial 2006 de football donnerait un sens à la victoire des Bleus face au Brésil. Elle permettrait aussi d'écrire une fin rêvée et sublime à la dernière aventure de Zinédine Zidane. "Les demi-finales, c'est toujours la marche la plus difficile", assure le sélectionneur Raymond Domenech, qui, dimanche, au lendemain de la démonstration collective face au Brésil, avait utilisé la métaphore de l'ascension et des "deux mètres" restant à parcourir jusqu'au sommet.

Les Bleus, qui, peu avant l'ouverture de la compétition, avaient gravi un glacier à Tignes, dans les Alpes, filent donc la métaphore en pensant à cet objectif qu'ils se sont fixé depuis plusieurs mois : le "9 juillet" à Berlin. Pour une finale de Coupe du monde aux airs de jubilé impérial et inoubliable pour le retraité Zidane, mais aussi pour Thuram, Makelele voire Barthez, qui vivent leurs ultimes moments en sélection. Berlin n'est désormais plus qu'à 90 minutes (ou 120) et les supporteurs français, sceptiques il y a moins de deux semaines, s'y voient déjà.

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